嘿，妈妈？ Hey Mom?
恩？ Yeah?
架子鼓从金属上掉下来时发出什么声音？ What sound did the drum kit make
架子鼓从金属上掉下来时发出什么声音？ as it fell down the metal?
我不知道。 I have no idea.
叭——嗒——嚓。 Ba-dum-tschh.
你很搞笑。 You're funny.
谢谢。 Thank you.
我们要讲给爸你听。 We'll have to tell that one to your dad.
他会喜欢的。 He'll like that.
他们总能赢。 Boy: They always win.
他们并不总赢。 Woman: They don't always win.
你紧张吗。 Are you nervous.
也许我认为今年会不一样。 Maybe I just thought this year would be different.
宝贝。 Honey.
有时候我们做一些事情会让我们感到害怕。 Sometimes we need to do things that scare us, you know,
你知道，这就是成长的过程。 in order for us to grow.
好吧。 Boy: Yeah.
不管怎样，那可是新溜冰鞋，所以…… Anyway, those are new skates too, so...
我必须坚持下去。 Boy: I've gotta keep doing it.
你很坚强，宝贝。 That's the spirit, kid.
Couch:...five push-ups!
她起床了吗？ Philip: Is she up?
她最好是。 She'd better be.
今天没放假。 This is not a vacation.
她在努力，菲利普。 She's trying, Philip.
她被学校开除了。 She got kicked out of school.
她又不是抢银行了什么的。 It's not like she robbed a bank or anything.
早上好，爸爸。 Morning Dad.
早上好，格雷斯。 Morning Grace.
早上好，露西。 Grace: Morning, Lucy.
我要迟到了。 I'm running late.
这是我最喜欢房子的特色之一。 Follow me for one of my favourite features of the home
就是烟雾大理石岛。 is this smoke marble island.
我是说，你相信吗？ I mean, do you believe it?
在我为她做了这么多之后吗？ After everything I've done for her?
你告诉她你的感受了吗？ Have you told her how you feel?
你认为我能…… You think I could...
说我真实的感受吗？ just say how I really feel?
我们有两间空的卧室就在客厅旁边。 And we have two spare bedrooms just off of the family room.
对不起，我觉得…… I'm sorry you feel so...
没词了？ Empty?
没法用语言来形容。 There's no other word to describe it.
没有。 Empty.
保重。 再见。 Grace: -Take care. Client: -Bye.
让一个人走很难。 Letting someone go is hard to do.
不是那容易。 So it wasn't easy.
你知道，和某人在一起六个月感觉不是很长。 Six months doesn't feel like a long time
你知道，和某人在一起六个月感觉不是很长。 to be with someone, you know.
好吧，我知道埃里克和你有一段不正常的关系。 Well, it's long enough to know
好吧，我知道埃里克和你有一段不正常的关系。 that Eric was not a healthy relationship for you.
算是吧。 Yeah.
我跟他说的每一句话都非常强烈。 Every word that I said to him, the stronger I felt.
是吗，好的。 Okay, good.
那你为什么这么认为？ And why do you think that is?
因为你。 Because of you.
我觉得你给了我太多的信任。 I think you're giving me too much credit.
我不这么认为，克拉克医生。 I don't think I am, Doctor Clark.
好吧。 Okay.
有些事情我可能会错过。 There are things I'm probably going to miss.
恩。 Okay.
告诉我关于一切。 Tell me about that.
他很聪明。 Daphne: How smart he is.
迷人而直率。 Charming and intuitive.
有些事情我不能错过， But the things I won't miss,
噢，天哪…… Oh, my god...
他的刚直，他的不屈不挠。 His rigidity, his inflexibility.
他精准洞悉我的一举一动， His constant need to just know exactly what I was doing
控制着我的生活。 and to be in control of my life.
哦，对不起。 Okay, I'm sorry.
这是我的失败，是吧？ It's my fault, okay?
甚至现在在这里见你， Like even being here, seeing you,
这件事情我隐藏着…… this thing that I treasure and this...
他知道这样可以救我的命？ this thing that he knew saved my life?
他讨厌精神病治疗。 He hates psychiatry.
他说那些人都是充内行的骗子。 He said they're all charlatans and frauds.
是这样吗？ Really?
是的。 Yeah.
听着，我觉得你应该很自豪。 Look, I think you should be really proud.
我是说，面对残酷的事实是一回事，而付诸行动又是另一回事。 I mean, it's one thing to face a hard truth
我是说，面对残酷的事实是一回事，而付诸行动又是另一回事。 and it's another to act on it.
没错。 Yeah.
我在想这个夏天。 I was thinking about this summer.
可以去哥伦比亚，怎么样？ What if we went to British Columbia, huh?
在湖边租一个我们都喜欢的地方？ Rent that place on the lake that we all used to love?
或许吧。 Maybe.
就像我们以前一样的家庭度假。 Yeah, a family vacation like we used to do.
哦，抱歉，我…… Um, sorry, I'm...
还有很多事没有做完。 just have got a lot to catch up on.
好吧。 Okay.
大家好。 Philip: Hello, everybody.
今天和我们一起的还有这所名校的院长， We're joined today by the Dean of this prestigious school,
温妮莎·范宁医生。 Dr. Vanessa Fanning.
她就在这。 There she is.
给她热烈的掌声。 Give her a round of applause.
继续，克拉克医生。 Go on, Doctor Clark.
非常感谢。 Thank you.
恩，有一个临床案例研究，今天我想和大家分享。 Um, there is a clinical case study that I'd like to share
恩，有一个临床案例研究，今天我想和大家分享。 with you all today.
这个病人的名字，我们就叫她玛丽。 The patient's name, we will call her Mary.
她是一位22岁的年轻女士。 She's a 22 year-old female.
她是两个兄妹中的一个。 She's one of two siblings.
她来自西海岸一个富裕的家庭。 She came from a wealthy west coast family.
她和她的哥哥在祖辈建造的庄园长大。 She and her older brother were raised on an estate
她和她的哥哥在祖辈建造的庄园长大。 their paternal grandfather built.
她父亲患有双相情感障碍， Her father struggled with bipolar disorder,
她母亲与抑郁症作斗争。 her mother struggled with depression.
玛丽11岁的时候，她的母亲结束了自己的生命。 And when Mary was 11 years old, her mother took her own life.
从大学一年级开始， Beginning in her freshman year at college,
这个病人开始了尝试数次自杀的第一次。 the patient made the first of several suicide attempts.
当玛丽开始接受我的治疗时， When Mary began treatment with me,
她服用了三种不同的精神药物。 she was on three separate psychotropic medications.
在私人精神病院呆了14个月之后， After spending 14 months in a private psychiatric facility,
很明显我们需要一些不同的治疗方法， it was clear that we needed a different approach,
而标准的治疗方法已经行不通了 and that standard therapy was not going
我希望帮助这个年轻女士的生活重回正轨。 to help this young woman get her life back on track.
于是…… So...
我做了一些我从未做过的事。 I did something that I have never done.
作为她的医生，我放弃了我一贯的治疗方法。 I stepped back from my usual methodology as her doctor.
我和她坐在房间里 And I sat in that room with her
就像我是另一个有问题的病人 as just another troubled human being.
一个有缺陷和受了惊吓的人 Someone who was flawed and frightened.
一个绝望的令人惋惜的人， Someone who was regretful,
一个自己也经受着精神创伤的人。 someone who had experienced trauma myself.
我给玛丽讲我生活中全部的经历。 I told Mary my whole life story.
我告诉她我从来没有给别人提起这些。 I told her things that I had never told anyone else.
我给她讲了连我妻子都没有告诉的事情。 I told her things that I had never told my wife.
我这么做是因为我想要玛丽理解 I did this because I wanted Mary to understand
她并不孤单，她的绝望对我来说也并不陌生。 that she wasn't alone, that her despair wasn't foreign to me.
我想要她摘掉可耻的帽子。 I wanted to take the cap of shame off of her experience.
四个月的时间里，她的病症没有发作。 In four months, her symptoms disappeared.
六个月，她停用了所有的药物。 In six months, she was off all of her medication.
之后的十四个月，她已经变得非常正常了 And after 14 months, she's been doing so well
她甚至开始把她的疾病写成一本书， that she's started to write a book about her illness,
她重新掌控了自己的人际关系。 and she's taking charge of her relationships.
终于，玛丽的生活回到了正轨。 At long last, Mary's life is back on track.
那是一个很棒的讲座。 That was a great lecture you know.
温妮莎，我知道你在想什么。 Vanessa, I know what you're thinking.
听着，菲利普，这是……你的方法真是太好了 Look Philip, it's... it's great that you've had this
治疗你的病人取得了突破。 breakthrough with your patient.
这显然也对你产生了积极的影响。 It's obviously affected you in a positive way as well.
那不是你正在想的。 That is not what you're thinking.
接着说。 Come on.
从伦理上讲，这是一个灰色地带。 Ethically, this is a Grey area.
跟患者分享个人信息。 Sharing such personal information with a patient.
当然。 Okay.
我仅仅是担心你好不好，还有她， I'm just concerned about your well-being as well as hers,
考虑到你家人所经历的一切。 given everything your family's been through.
我们很好。一切都好。 We're fine. We're fine.
我想说，为了你们两个人的利益 我觉得病人继续服药会更好。 I do want to say I'd feel more comfortable
我想说，为了你们两个人的利益 我觉得病人继续服药会更好。 if your patient would still continue with her meds,
我想说，为了你们两个人的利益 我觉得病人继续服药会更好。 for the benefit of both of you.
你太老派了。 You're so old school.
菲利普。 Philip.
你得相信我。 You're gonna have to trust me.
好吧。 All right.
好。 我会的。 - Okay. - I will.
露西和葛雷丝怎么样了？ How are Lucy and Grace doing now?
她们很好。 They're okay.
那就好。 Good.
她们做得很好。 They're doing well.
我期待今晚能见见葛雷丝…… I look forward to seeing Grace tonight...
如果我们今晚在。 if we're still on.
今晚，好的。 Tonight, yeah.
如果我们今晚在。 If we're still on.
好。到时候见。 Okay. I'll see you later.
喂，达芙妮。 Hey Daphne.
克拉克医生？ Doctor Clark?
是我，怎么了？ Yeah, what's up?
她死了。 She's dead.
琼。 Joan.
我最好的朋友,她…… My best friend, she...
噢，真不幸。达芙妮…… Oh, no. Daphne...
她死了。 She's dead.
天哪。 Oh, my god.
发生了什么事？ What happened?
她在森林公园里慢跑。 She was jogging in Forest Park.
在港口。 In Portland.
肇事逃逸。 It was a hit and run.
有一辆车撞了她。 Somebody hit her with a car.
哦。 Okay.
听好说。 Okay, listen to me.
她被杀死了。 She was killed.
达芙妮，听我说。 Daphne, listen to me.
听着。我知道你在担心。 Look. I know what you're afraid of.
我不再是那样了。 I'm not like that anymore.
我只是需要找人倾诉。 I just needed someone to talk to.
好吧，如果你需要我的话，我可以在一小时内赶到。 Okay, because I can be there in one hour if you need me to.
知道了。 I know.
听着，我明天回来可以吗？ Look, I'm coming in tomorrow, okay?
那到时候见。 I'll see you then.
好的，好的。 Okay.
但是你明天一定要来，这很重要。 But it's very important that you do come in tomorrow.
你不要耽搁了，好吗？ You can't skip, okay?
之间我们就不打电话了。 And we're not going to call.
我需要你明天必须要我办公室来， I need you to come in to the office tomorrow,
我会腾出所有的时间等你。 and we'll take all the time that you need.
谢谢。 Thank you.
再见，明天见。 I'll see you tomorrow.
……从中间径直掉下来。 ...straight down the middle.
所有的肉丸子。 Total meatball.
有一天，乔迪都会把它碾碎。 Any other day, Jordie crushes it.
我的天。 Oh, my god.
他挥着棒子。 He whiffs.
大幅度地挥杆，啪，比赛结束。 Great big wide swing and pfft, game over.
我想，那对他应该是好事。 That's good for him, I think.
哦，可怜的孩子。 Oh, the poor baby.
好吧，至少我够聪明了。 Well, at least I was smart enough
在回家的路上我把嘴闭紧，什么也没说。 to keep my mouth shut in the car on the way home.
我绝对相信，亲爱的。 And I credit you for that, I do, hon.
因为有些父亲从来不停地给孩子施加压力。 Because some fathers never stop
因为有些父亲从来不停地给孩子施加压力。 to put pressure on their kids.
我是历史上最差的二垒手。 I was the worst second baseman
我是历史上最差的二垒手。 in the history of the world.
菲利浦以前常在从曲棍球场回家的路上实践他的治疗技巧。 Philip used to practice his therapeutic skills
菲利浦以前常在从曲棍球场回家的路上实践他的治疗技巧。 on the way home from hockey.
你觉得比赛怎么样，埃文？ How did you feel about the game, Evan?
哦。 Philip: Yeah.
她在房间里干什么呢？ What's she doing home?
姆…… Um...
露西她被开除了。 Lucy was expelled.
怎么回事？ What for?
哦，因为一些可卡因。 Oh, just some cocaine.
你知道的，青春期叛逆。 Ah, classic teenage, you know.
拜托，现在别谈这个吧？ Please, can we not talk about that right now?
说的对，还是别管了。 You're right, let's never get into it.
爸爸？ Dad?
警察上门了。 It's the police.
怎么回事？ What?
有什么事？ How can I help you?
她一定是从上面跳下来的。 Police: She must have jumped from up there.
我们还在找有没有留下绝命书什么的。 We're still looking for a suicide note.
UPS快递小哥跑完最后一趟单从车道上下来， UPS guy on his last run of the day comes up the drive
她就躺在那儿。 and there she is.
听着，伙计，很抱歉把你拖到这件事里， Look man, I'm sorry to drag you here,
但她电话里紧急医生联系人是你。 but her phone had you listed as the doctor to call
但她电话里紧急医生联系人是你。 in case of emergency.
我明白。 I understand.
没有犯罪迹象， Police: No signs of foul play,
没有邻居报告可疑迹象。 no suspicious activity reported by the neighbours.
没有任何证据表明是其它什么的，真的。 No evidence to suggest it was anything else, really.
嘿！ James: Hey!
嘿，发生了什么事？ Hey, what's going on?
嘿，先生！ Police: Hey, sir!
你为什么在这？ Why are you here?
你是谁？ Police: Who are you?
我是詹姆斯·弗拉格， I'm James Flagg, all right?
发生什么事， 我姐姐呢？ What's going on, where's my sister?
这里发生了一起事故？ Police: There's been an accident?
什么？怎么回事？ What? What?
我能，我能，我能…… Can I, can I, can I...
她是我姐姐…… It's my sister...
我们正在处理。 Let us handle this.
我只是正要来看她，她怎么就？ I just want to go and see her. Is she okay?
她没事吧？ Is she okay?!
我们会处理的！ We'll take care of it!
冷静点！混蛋！ Calm down! Fuck!
冷静下来。 Try to calm down.
达芙妮！达芙妮！ 快呼吸。 - Daphne! Daph! - Take a breath.
快呼吸啊。 Take a breath.
放开我，混蛋！ Fucking let me go!
医生！ Medic!
达芙妮！ Daphne!
她是我姐姐！ 她是我姐姐，求求你们！ She's my sister! She's my sister, please!
嘿，我…… 我是菲利普·克拉克。 Hi, I'm... I'm Philip Clark.
我是你姐姐的精神病医生。 I was your sister's psychiatrist.
我……我知道我们正不得不经历这件事， And I... I know what you must be going through,
非常抱歉。 and I'm very sorry.
我觉得这个家庭有个诅咒吧。 I think there's a curse on this family.
没人能怪罪， 真的谁也不能怪。 Nobody to rage at, nobody to blame but us.
但是我…… But me.
我是唯一剩下的一个了。 I'm the only one left now.
我知道她很爱琼， 当她打电话来的时候， I knew she loved Joan, and when she called,
我能听到她声音里的痛苦。 I could hear the pain in her voice.
但是……她却说很平静。 But... she was calm.
于是我……我没有第一时间来这 So I... I didn't, I didn't feel the need to rush up here
那一刻，你知道吗？ that instant, you know?
我、我、我、我、我…… I, I, I, I, I...
你知道我做了什么，我就这么着让她从我生活中离开了。 You know what I did, I let her slip through my fingers.
我只是…… I just...
别这样，詹姆斯。 她也给我打电话了。 No, no. James. She called me too.
我不认为你做了就不会发生这不幸的事。 I don't think there's anything that could've been done.
事情不是这样的。 That just isn't how it works.
你和我，嗯， 两个陌生人。 You and me, eh? Two strangers.
在这里。 In this together.
我当然会替你上课的，菲利普。 Of course I'll cover your classes, Philip.
这是我能做的最基本的。 It's... it's the least I can do.
谢谢。 Thanks.
我觉得我有点失去平衡了。 I feel like I've lost my balance.
我需要花点时间把它找回来。 I'll just take a little time and I'll get it back.
菲利普，我会在这里支持你的。 Philip, I'm... I'm here for you to support you,
不是评判你，你懂的。 not to judge you, you know that.
我懂。 Yes.
你需要花时间处理发生的事情。 You need to take a moment
你需要花时间处理发生的事情。 to deal with what's happened this time.
不要太心急。 Please don't rush yourself.
好的。 Okay.
你知道，失去你的患者是非常难过的。 You know, losing a patient is tough.
它就好像是丧亲之痛，菲利普。 It's a bereavement, Philip.
菲利普？ Philip?
嗨。 Hi.
呃…… 克拉克医生在家吗？ Is um, is... is Doctor Clark home?
呃……是的。 Uh... yeah.
我有些东西要给他。 I have something for him.
噢，呃，爸爸？ Oh, uh, Dad?
谢谢。 Thank you.
他正在接电话。 He's just making a call.
啊。嗨。 - Um. - Hi.
抱歉，我能帮什么忙吗？ Sorry, how... how can I help you?
我们刚准备坐下来吃饭。 We were just getting ready to sit down and eat.
噢，对不起。看来我来的时候不对。 Oh, I'm sorry. Bad timing.
我叫詹姆斯·弗拉格。 My name is James Flagg.
我是……我是他的一个病人的弟弟…… I'm the... I'm the brother of his patient, who uh...
噢，很令人悲伤。 I'm so sorry.
一切都会好的。 It's all right.
我这就去叫他。 I'm going to go grab him.
那太感谢了。 Thank you very much.
菲利普？菲利普？ Grace: Philip? Philip?
嘿。 Hi.
嗨。 Hey.
抱歉，我查了你的地址然后驱车过来。 I'm sorry, I looked up your address and I drove on over.
我想要还给你这个，这是你的。 I wanted to return this, which is yours.
或者至少，这里有你的名字。 Or at least, your name's inside.
我收拾房间发现…… 你知道的。 Been packing up the house, you know.
筛选盒子发现。 Sifting through boxes.
我想那是你借给她的，可能希望还回来。 I figured you'd lent it to her, you might want it back.
是的。 I did.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
还让你不得不开车这么远到这里。 Sorry you had to drive it all the way over here.
没关系。 No problem.
其实走出家门挺好的。 It's good to get out of the house.
那没什么我就回去了。 Anyway, I'll get back to it.
好的。 Okay.
詹姆斯？ James?
你现在还好吗？ How are you doing?
嗯，你知道…… Well, you know...
不太好。 Not great.
抱歉。 Sorry.
没什么。 It's all right.
菲利普。 Philip.
我只是想知道，詹姆斯，如果还没有吃晚饭…… I'm just wondering if James had... had dinner yet.
我，随便啦。 I don't know.
想一起吗？ Would you like to join us?
他只是放一本书。 He was just dropping off a book.
是吗。 Yeah.
我们点了额外的泰国菜， We've got Thai and I ordered extra,
我们想你一起来吧。 so we'd love to have you.
如果你想留下来吃晚饭， 欢迎你来。 If you want to stay for dinner, you're welcome to.
真的吗？ Are you sure?
是的，来吧。 Yes, please.
那好吧。 Okay.
那麻烦你们了。 Thank you.
没什么麻烦的。 No trouble at all.
我只能猜这对你来说是多么困难的时刻。 I can only guess what a difficult time
我只能猜这对你来说是多么困难的时刻。 this must be for you.
你在国外住了多久了？ How long have you been living abroad?
这……有点想不起来了。 It's... it's a bit of a blur.
在我还是小孩的时候就去了英国。 I moved over to England as a child,
上了寄宿学校，然后 went to boarding school and then,
某种程度上，就留下来了。 yeah, sort of stayed on.
所以国外的家比国内要更好， So abroad is more home to me now than home,
如果你知道我的意思？ if you know what I mean?
嗯哼。 Mm-hmm.
你在写小说？ And you've been working on a novel?
是，是的。 Yes. Yep.
我的第二痛。 My second stab.
我的第一次尝试很痛苦，于是…… My first attempt was horrendous, so...
嗯，是的，我是说，全部的， 我的意思，真是一团糟。 uh, yeah, I mean, a total, I mean, a real mess.
幸运的是根本没人看。 But luckily for me, no one read it.
接下来…… So...
不管怎么说，有理由让我回到美国， Anyway, the reason I'm back here in the States is, was...
除了看我姐姐，还因为 Other than seeing my sister, is because an agent
一个经纪人看上了我写的几段章节…… took a liking to a couple of the chapters of the...
你知道，我正在努力…… you know, the thing I'm working on now, and...
我将要去见他。 I'm going to go meet him.
太好了。 Great.
是的。 Yeah.
我的杰作写了4页 I was four pages into my masterpiece
当时我去拿房产证，于是…… when I went and got that real estate license, so...
4页要比没写强，你知道， Four pages is better than nothing, you know, so.
每个人都会从某个地方开始。 Everyone has to start somewhere.
你呢，露西？ What about you, Lucy?
你有想要的或想做的事情吗？ Any idea what you want to do or be, or?
是，我也有许多想法。 Yeah well, I have a lot of thoughts.
但都不是很具体。 Nothing concrete though.
就这些。 That's okay.
我明白了。 I get that.
她还是太小了，所以…… She's still so young, so...
嗯，有人喝咖啡吗？ Um, coffee anyone?
-太好了。 -嗯。 - That's a good idea. - Mmmhmm.
我来一杯。 I'd love one.
好的。 Great.
谢谢。 James: Thank you.
你是个幸运的人。 You're a lucky man.
家庭就是一切， 你有一位很棒的。 Family's all there is, and you have a great one.
非常感谢。 非常感谢。 Thank you. Thank you.
我相信，有时候他们会把你逼得上墙， I'm sure they can drive you up the wall sometimes,
但有些能看到美好事情的人 but take it from someone who knows a wonderful thing
你要相信他。 when he sees it.
晚安。 Goodnight.
再见。 Bye.
你好，温妮莎？ Hello, Vanessa?
嘿 菲利普。 Hi Philip.
抱歉，如果没打扰到你的话。 Sorry if I'm interrupting.
你能过来见我吗 Could you possibly swing by and see me
今天下午，就几分钟？ for a few minutes this afternoon?
好的，没问题。 Okay sure.
我有些公事要办。3点怎么样？ I've got a few errands to run. Would 3:00 work?
嗯，很好。 Mm-hmm, perfect.
那就这样吧。 Okay.
回头见。 See you then.
好的，拜拜。 Okay, bye.
菲尔叔叔！ Uncle Phil!
嗨，莉莉。 Hey Lilly.
真高兴见到你。 So great to see you.
在家干什么呢？ What are you doing home?
期中考试前一周。 Week before midterms.
最重要的是我要回家检查冰箱 Figured I'd come home to raid their fridge
还有洗所有的衣服。 and get all my washing done.
噢是吗，这也是我来这的原因。 Oh, yeah, that's why I'm here too.
那你是找我爸还是我妈？ So what parent are you after, Mom or Dad?
找你爸爸。 Dad.
哦，嗯，他们告诉了我露西的事情。 Hey, um, they told me about Lucy.
是吗。 Oh.
我真的，真的很抱歉。 I'm really, really sorry.
你可以告诉她，她可以随时给我打电话。 Can you please tell her she can always call me?
她就像我小妹妹一样。 She's like my little sister.
那太好了。 That's very nice.
爸爸在办公室。 So Dad is in his office.
好的。 Okay.
一会见。 See you soon.
听着，艾尔，这是《麦田的守望者》第一版。 Stuart: Listen Al, it's a first edition 'Catcher in the Rye'.
我已经有2份报价了。 I've already got two offers.
我告诉你，听着，任何超过40的， I told you, look, anything above 40,
你还有机会。 you're in with a shot.
不，别想从我这知道。 No, I'll let you know.
好的，很好。 Okay, good.
嗨，最近怎么样？ 嗨。 - Hey. How are you? - Hey.
抱歉打扰了。 Sorry to barge in.
不，不打扰。 你有什么事？ No, not at all. What do you need?
我想找你帮个忙。 I've got a favour to ask.
你说。 Okay.
我在找一本《影射》的小说 I'm looking for a novel called "Shadowcast."
那是三年前的旧书了。 It's three years old.
我在网上没找到任何副本。 Couldn't find any copies online myself.
作者是谁？ Author's name?
呃，詹姆斯·弗拉格，两个g。 Uh, James Flagg, with two g.
GG。 GG.
好的，在这里。 Okay, here it is.
历史小说， 私人出版 Historical fiction, privately published
英国超小型印刷机印刷的。 with a super small printing in the UK.
应该不难找到。 Shouldn't be a problem to find.
你什么时候要？ When do you need it?
找到就尽快给我。 As soon as you can get it?
一星期吧，最多两星期。 A week, two at the most.
可以。 Okay.
你最近怎么样？ How are you?
还不错。 Really good.
真的不错？ Really well.
当然，一切都好。 No, things are good.
焦炭头 Coke head.
她真是个瘾君子。 Girl: She's such a druggie.
噢。 Oh.
嘿。 Hi.
对不起，我不是有意吓你的。 Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.
没事。 It's okay.
我，我在码头看见你了。 I, I saw you from the pier.
我家把船停在那儿。 My family docks their boat there.
- 你不介意我…… - 不介意。 - You mind if I... - No.
谢谢。 Thank you.
非常感谢。 Thank you very much.
你赶时间吗？ Are you in a hurry?
好吧。 'K.
跟我来。 Come with me.
两杯咖啡。 And two coffees for you.
非常感谢。 Thank you very much.
真好。 It's good.
怎么？ What?
到底怎么了？ What is it?
没什么 。 It's nothing.
我，我只是好奇看你今天从学校走路回家。 I, I was just surprised to see you walking home
我，我只是好奇看你今天从学校走路回家。 from school today.
那有什么可惊讶的？ Why would that be surprising?
我喜欢走路。 I like walking.
我是说你独自。 On your own, I mean.
我意思是，很惊讶你独自一个人走回家。 I mean, I was surprised seeing you walk home alone.
我以为像你这样的女孩…… I just assumed a girl like you would...
应该有很多朋友。 have lots of friends.
我猜是这样吧。 I guess.
但你没有，对吧？ But you don't, do you?
为什么会那样？
今天是我到这个地方的第一天。 Today was my first day at that place.
噢。 Oh.
上个星期我被原来的学校开除了。 I got thrown out of boarding school last week.
不会吧？ Really?
为什么？ Why?
你做了什么吗？ What... what did you do?
在实验室我喝了一瓶可乐。 I did a line of coke in the science lab.
哇。 Wow.
是吗，就这些。 Yeah, that'll do it.
很好。 Nice.
但愿这个挫折值得。 Well I hope that blow was worth it.
无论怎样。 Whatever.
他的手上沾着达芙妮·弗拉格的血。 "Daphne Flagg's blood is on this man's hands.
他自私地乱搞病人的生活。 "His self-serving meddling in his patient's lives
他的实验断送了她的生命。 "through his experimental methods has led to her death.
如果你不阻止他 "And if you don't take action against him at once
很快，你的手上也会沾满鲜血。 "without delay, you too will have blood on your hands."
你有没有收到过投诉 Have you ever received a complaint
或者关于我的信件？ or letter like this about me before?
没有，当然没有。 No, of course not.
好吧，那你为什么要装腔作势呢？ Okay, then why would you dignify it?
我没有装腔作势，菲利普。但我也不能忽视它。 I'm not dignifying it, Philip. But I can't ignore it, either.
噢。 Oh.
我做为部门负责人，有义务 I have an obligation as the head of the department,
作为你的朋友，我说话不得不小心谨慎 and as your friend I have to be very careful about what I say
什么都不说。 and don't say.
好吧。 Okay.
让我们有条不紊地解决这个问题，好吗？ Let's work through this methodically, okay?
你有没有尝试用你们这间的谈话 Did you attempt to use your sessions with her
来解决你自己的问题？ to sort out your own issues?
这真可笑。 That's ridiculous.
我引用我自己的经历 I referenced my own experiences
帮她处理她的抑郁。 to help her process some of her loss.
怎么，然后呢？ How so?
那是让她信任我的唯一方法。 That was the only way I could get her to trust me.
早期有一些 Early on there was some
可预见性的暗示以及情感。 predictable suggestive language and affect.
你是怎样回应的呢？ How did you respond?
不回应，我忽略这些。 I didn't, I ignored it.
最近有没有自杀倾向的暗示？ Was there any indication of suicidality more recently?
没有。 No.
我不清楚。 I don't know.
你突兀而残忍地制造出绝望 Did you abruptly and cruelly create the despair
这些导致她自杀？ that led to her suicide?
你怎么会这么认为？ What do you think?
我怎么想不重要。 Doesn't matter what I think.
你在开玩笑吧？ Are you kidding me?
让我冷静一下。 Give me a break.
为什么？ What?
没什么，我只是在想 如果…怎么办…… Nothing, I was just thinking what if...
是 啊？ Yeah?
我有点困惑， 如果我们是朋友？ I was just wondering, what if we were friends?
嗯…… Um...
没有秘密，没有隐藏。 No secrets, no hiding.
朋友。 Friends.
第一天过得好吗？ Good first day?
恩——恩。 Mm-hmm.
你呢？ And you?
今天过的怎么样？ How was your day?
还好。 Good.
你知道的，和往常一样。 You know, the usual.
嘿，菲利普，我们在等你。 Hey Philip, we're waiting for you.
你好吗？ You okay?
是，我很好。 Yeah, I'm fine.
詹姆斯，你知道，从昨晚开始。 James, you know, from last night.
他今天早上来看一所开放参观的房子。 He came by an open house this morning.
我认为他会把他姐姐的房子列入我们的销售清单。 I think he's going to list his sister's house with us.
真的吗？ Really?
怎么，有什么问题吗？ What, is something wrong with that?
我是说，这是我的工作。 I mean, this is my job.
这是我每天都做的。 This is what I do every single day.
客户哪的都有，菲利普。 Clients come from everywhere, Philip.
是的，我知道。 Yes, I know.
这并没什么不合适的。 It's not like there's anything inappropriate about that.
我明白了。我理解。 我明白。 I get it. I understand. I understand that.
你呢？ Do you?
因为你看起来有点不舒服。 Because you seem a little uncomfortable.
哦，那么…… Oh, well then...
我得克服它。 I'll just have to get over it.
是的。 Yeah.
你好？ Hello?
所以我认为，价格区间的高位 So I guess what I'm saying is, the top side of the price range
我刚提到了，只会越来越高。 that I had mentioned seems to be only going higher and higher.
不过很好，对吗？ 那是…… That's good though, right? That's...
是的，这是非常好的事。 Yes. It's a very good thing.
我很感激你做的一切， I appreciate all you've done, and I apologize
我为我没有表现出应有的感激之情而感到抱歉。 if I haven't shown as much gratitude as I should.
拜托，詹姆斯，你仍然还在沉浸其中 Please James, you're still in the midst of going through
这是一个艰难的过程。 a very difficult process right now.
我相信没有人比你更清楚这些。 I'm sure no one knows that more than you.
我不…… I don't...
是啊，我很久没和任何人谈过了。 Yeah, I haven't talked about it with anyone for a long time.
你现在不必这样。 You don't have to now.
拜托，你明白我不是那样的…… Please know that's not what I was...
我和我丈夫用不同的方式 My husband and I have a very different way
处理问题。 of dealing with things.
我们不说这些。 We don't talk about it.
你能再讲一个吗？ Boy: Can you tell me another one?
好呀，当然。 Yes, absolutely.
花最喜欢身体的哪个部位？ What's a flower's favourite body part?
我想不出来。 I have no idea.
是嘴，因为它有两个嘴唇。 The mouth, because it has two lips.
你真逗。 You're funny.
你要讲给爸爸听啊。 You'll have to tell that one to your dad.
我们甚至都不着急。 We weren't even in a rush.
你很有幽默感。 You have a good sense of humour.
谢谢。 Thanks.
是从你那得到了。 I get it from you.
说得对。 That's right you do.
我们去练习曲棍球。 We were on our to hockey practise.
我正在开车。 I was driving.
你紧张吗？ 是的。 - Are you nervous? - Yeah.
沿着温莎路。 Down Windsor Road.
我的宝贝。 My baby.
有时候我们做一些事情会让我们感到害怕。 Sometimes we need to do things that scare us,
这就是成长的过程。 in order for us to grow.
好吧。 Yeah.
那可是新溜冰鞋，所以…… Those are new skates too, so...
我必须坚持下去。 I've gotta keep going.
你很坚强，宝贝。 That's the spirit, kid.
好了。 我在这儿。 It's all right. I'm here.
我在这儿。 I'm here.
喂？ Hello?
莱德亚德太太， 我是菲利普。 Mrs. Ledyard, this is Philip.
你好吗？ How are you?
很好。 Fine.
现在是3点20分，我很抱歉 想知道弗雷迪在哪里。 It's 20 past 3:00 and I'm wondering where Freddie is.
弗雷迪不回来了， 克拉克医生。 Freddie is not coming, Dr. Clark.
好吧，一切都好吗？ Okay, is everything all right?
不，不好。 No, it's not.
我正在为我儿子找新的治疗师。 I'm finding a new therapist for my son.
我可以问一下为什么吗？ May I ask why?
你知道为什么，请不要再打电话过来了。 You know why, please don't call me again.
喂？ Hello?
嘿。 Hi.
我不会太久。 I won't be long.
等一会儿。 Hang on.
嘿。 Hey.
你要去哪？ Where you going?
噢，我去趟图书馆。 Oh, I'm going to the library.
是历史课学习小组。 It's a study group for history class.
好吧。 Okay.
你怎么去 How are you going to get there
又怎么回来？ and then how are you going to get back?
呃，一个叫伊娃的高年级学生 Um, this senior named Eva?
她很聪明。 She's really smart.
她刚进耶鲁。 She's just got into Yale.
拜拜。 Bye.
别，哇。等一下。 No, woah. Hang on.
你为什么那么看着我？ Why are you looking at me that way?
我怎么看着你了？ How do you think I'm looking at you?
就好像不信相我一样。 Like you don't trust me or something.
我是你爸爸。 I'm your Dad.
我有责任 It's my responsibility
确保你和一个安全的司机在一起。 to make sure that you're with a safe driver.
好的。很好，很好。 Okay, fine. Fine.
为会么你不出来和她见一面呢？ Why don't you come out and meet her then?
出来在坐满人的车前让我出糗。 Come out and embarrass me in front of a car full of people.
笑话怕会么？ What do I care?
嘿。 Hey.
我们干什么？ What are we doing?
只需要你相信我。 Just trust me.
当然，当然。 Okay, okay.
其实，那天晚上你来我家的时候你就感觉到了。 Come on, you had to feel it the night you came over.
感觉什么？ What?
压抑。 The tension.
那就像是我家的标签。 It's like my family's signature.
压抑是中间的名字。 Tension's our middle name.
为什么呢，为什么，为什么会压抑呢？ Why though, why, why is there tension there?
无处可藏，是不是？ No hiding, right?
很对。 Right.
我有一个同父异母的弟弟。 I had a half-brother.
他三年前死于一场车祸。 He died in a car crash three years ago.
我爸爸还有我的继母， My dad and my stepmother,
他们本来彼此相爱，现在…… they loved being with each other and now it's...
现在，让我猜猜。 Now, let me guess.
他们现在彼此拉开距离，各自躲在自己的角落里。 Now they both pulled away, each into a private corner.
他们阻隔在两个世界。 Their separate world.
却没有你的空间， 我猜对了吗？ No place for you, am I right?
特别是你爸爸， Especially your dad,
在你从未如此需要他的时候。 at a time when you had never needed him more.
于是，一个从不惹麻烦的女孩 So a girl who never caused a bit of trouble
突然开始到处找麻烦。 suddenly began to find it everywhere.
抛弃了朋友， 摆脱了学校， Drops old friends, ditches school,
可能甚至还尝试在商店里行窃。 probably even tries a bit of shoplifting.
是哦？ Yeah?
谁告诉你的？ Who told you that?
你自己。 You did.
你全身都写满了。 It's written all over you.
喂？ Hello?
嘿 菲利普，恩，听着。 Hi Philip, uh, listen.
我……我新收到一封信。 I... I received a new letter.
上帝啊。 Jesus Christ.
不知道是谁， 他们在威胁 Whoever it is, they are threatening
威胁要去州议会。 to go to the State Board.
这到底是怎么回事？ What the hell is going on here?
我今天有三个安排没有了。 I had three no shows today.
没有电话，什么也没有。 No calls, nothing.
这一个月都不会发生一次，让我空空的一个下午。 That doesn't happen in a month, let alone an afternoon.
你跟什么人争执了吗？ Is there a fight you're having with someone?
一些嫉妒的人？ Some professional jealousy?
或者学生，积怨很深的人？ A student, someone with a grudge?
菲利普？ Philip?
你在听吗？ You still there?
哦，在，我想不起来有什么人。 Yeah no, I can't think of anybody.
这让我乃至部门 It's put me and the department
限入了非常困难的境地，菲利普。 in a very difficult position, Philip.
我不知道我还能控制多久。 I don't know how much longer I can contain this.
我明白。 I understand.
明天见。 I'll see you tomorrow.
好。 Ok.
詹姆斯。 James.
格蕾丝。 Grace.
有点惊讶。 This is a surprise.
抱歉，我刚好驾车路过。 Sorry, I was just driving past.
我看了你的名片了。 I saw your sign.
所以，达芙妮的房子，我要找个经纪人。 So, Daphne's house, I need to find an agent.
我可以帮你。 I can help you with that.
让我把号吗记下来。 Let me write down my number.
如果有任何需要，房子或者其它什么的。 And anything you need, house or otherwise.
你这样生活多久了，格雷斯？ How much longer you going to live like this, Grace?
嗨 Philip: Hey.
露西回来了。 Lucy's back.
恩。 Good.
我有点担心。 I was starting to get worried.
你还好吗？ How are you doing?
好久没见你像这样问我问题了。 It's been a while since you asked me a question like that.
恩，我在问，你最近还好吗？ Well I'm asking, how are you doing?
我很好。 I'm good.
工作呢？工作顺利吗？ Work? Work's all right?
詹姆斯怎么样？房子有优惠吗？ How's James? Any offers on the house yet?
你怎么了？ What is it with you?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
你和那个人怎么了？ What is it with you and that man?
他来过一次 He came around once
我犯了个巨大的错误，向他提起了那件事， and I made the huge mistake of mentioning that to you,
现在你他妈的跟我谈这些。 and now that's all you fucking want to talk about.
不。 Not so.
好吧，我再也没有见过他。 And no, I haven't seen him again.
有人吗？ Hello?
詹姆斯？ James?
在的，进来吧。 James: Yeah, yeah, come in.
你好，医生。 Hi Doc.
我正在整理。 Just sorting through so.
你好吗？ You okay?
听着，我想你应该找一个真正的地产经纪人。 Listen, I'd like you to find a new real estate agent.
哦…… Uh...
为什么？ Why?
恩，达芙妮是我的病人，应该有一些界限。 Well, Daphne was my patient and there need to be boundaries.
说来太复杂。 It gets too complicated.
我只是想因为格雷斯正好做这些，嗯，我…… I just thought because Grace was in the business, um, I...
詹姆斯。 James.
我请你重新找一个地产经纪人。 I'm asking you to find a new realtor.
我正好现在也不想卖了。 I don't think I'm going to be selling now, anyway.
不卖了。 Not yet.
我还正想着打电话告诉格雷斯，恩…… I've been meaning to call Grace, um...
很好。 All right.
那么，就没有问题了。 Well then, there's no issue.
对。 Okay.
嗯唔，听着。 Um, listen.
刚好你在这儿，能帮个忙吗？ Whilst you're here, could I ask you for a favour?
什么？ What?
能帮我搬一下沙发吗？ Could you give me a hand with the couch?
哦，抱歉，我，我得走了。 I'm sorry, I've, I've got to go.
一个人扛有点尴尬。 It's a bit awkward to carry on my own.
我只是想…… I just want to...
这对我是一个很大的帮助。 it would be a big help.
谢谢。 Thanks.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
好的，我调个头。 Okay, I'll walk it round one second.
就把它放这儿。 Just put it down there.
帮我看看，看起来？ Do you know what, actually?
可以再往地毯后面挪一点吗？ Can I try at the back of the rug?
谢谢。 Thank you.
嗯，听着，刚才我只是不得不说…… Uh, listen. I just have to say...
我曾经感受的最深的伤害。 The deepest hurt I've ever felt.
那是达芙妮常说的。 That was something Daphne used to say.
我曾经感受的最深的伤害。 The deepest hurt I've ever felt
是当我试图做好而又为此深感耻辱。 was when I tried to do good and was shamed for it.
我对你没有恶意，克拉克医生。 I'm not your enemy, Doctor Clark.
我从来也没那么认为。 I never said you were.
不要强迫自己。 You didn't have to.
那个弟弟怎么样了？ The brother, then?
他是我想到的唯一能伤害我的人。 He's the only person I can think of who would want to hurt me.
因为他为了他姐姐的死而责怪你。 Because he blames you for her death.
是吗。 Yes.
不管多没道理，但是当你考虑 However irrationally, but when you consider
他的家族精神病史， the history of psychosis in his family,
难道没理由怀疑吗？ is it that hard to believe?
可是为什么？ Just why?
他为什么要这样向你提起达芙妮？ Why would he bring up Daphne to you like this?
深深地伤害。 The deepest hurt.
这毫无意义。 It's meaningless.
他当着你的面说的，是吗？ He said that to your face, right?
是的。 Yes.
如果一个人是单纯的精神病， If this man is clinically psychotic,
他不会盲目瞎乱搞， he wouldn't mess around with misdirection.
他可以直接了断， He'd go straight for the jugular,
就近在房间里达成目标。 hit his target close to home.
在他生活着的、呼吸着的厨房里。 In his kitchen, where he lives and breathes.
哦，我不确定 他不是那样。 Well, I'm not so sure that he isn't.
抱歉，我迟到了。 Sorry I'm late.
恩，是我继母。 Oh, my stepmom.
她怎么了？ How is she?
她在进行一些不寻常的经历， She's on some weird trip,
我爸爸需要自己看心理医生。 and my dad needs to see a shrink himself.
相信我，你不了解她。 Trust me, you don't know her.
我的意思，你只见过她一次，所以。 I mean, you only met her once, so.
对于她，这是非常奇怪的行为。 This is very strange behaviour from her.
无论如何，嗯姆…… Anyway, um...
那么今晚去哪？ So where to tonight?
想喝点吗？ Do you want a beer?
可以。 Yeah.
很好。别离开。 All right. Don't move.
你好？ How are you?
高兴见到你。 Good to see you.
你认识瓦妮莎吗？ Do you know Vanessa?
詹姆斯！詹姆斯！ James! James!
快过来。 Come here.
他们是熟人，我家人的朋友。 They're friends, friends of my family.
是吗？ What?
我家人的朋友， 我们该走了。 Friends of my family, we should leave.
好的。 Okay.
看看他。 James: Look at him.
他看起来很伤心。 He looks so sad.
他看起来并不伤心呀。 Lucy: He doesn't look sad.
它是最奇怪的小兔子。 It's the weirdest little bunny.
才不是。 No, it's not.
它需要拯救。 It needed saving.
所以，你明白，不客气。 So, you know, you're welcome.
还是谢谢你。 Thank you, though.
为所有一切。 For everything.
没什么。 All right.
所以，嗯，当你处理完你姐姐的房子， So, um, when you're done with your sister's house,
然后呢？ then what?
我不知道。 I don't know.
你就会离开了，是吧？ You'll be leaving, right?
是的。 Yeah.
带我一起走。 Take me with you.
你当真？ Really?
是的。 Yeah.
亲爱的，这个夏天。 Honey, about this summer.
如果你还想去哥伦比亚的话， If you still want to go to British Columbia,
听起来真不错。 that sounds nice.
我们还可以考虑去欧洲或南美洲。 We could also think about Europe or South America.
还记得欧洲吗？ Remember Europe?
你是这么认为的吗？ Is that how you think this works?
这么长时间以后 这是你做出的决定吗？ That after all this time it's your decision to make?
这由不得你。 It's not up to you.
嘿，瓦妮莎，是我。 Hey Vanessa, it's me.
今天我们的午餐改期吧。 I'm going to have to reschedule our lunch today.
我希望没关系。 I hope that's okay.
对不比，拜拜。 Sorry, bye.
你好。 Hello there.
谢谢你答应这么晚约你见面…… Thank you so much for meeting me at such late notice...
好了，就这样。 Okay, so this is it.
后面有个游泳池，所以…… And it's got a pool in the back, so...
听着，我只是来告诉你的 Look, I just came to tell you
那天发生的事…… that what happened the other day was...
好的。 Yeah.
你明白吗？ You understand?
是的。 Yeah.
我不能。 I can't.
我…… I am...
我得走了。 I need to go.
华盛顿精神病学委员会。 Washington Board of Psychiatry.
你好？ Hello?
我想正式投诉 I'd like to make a formal complaint
投诉你们的一位精神病医生。 against one of your psychiatrists.
好的，请稍等。 Okay, would you mind holding please.
好，我等着。 Yes, I'll hold.
对我们部门所有人来说这是非常困难的， Vanessa: It's extremely difficult for all of us within the department,
能不能告诉我们谁提出的这些指控？ and you can't tell us who's making these accusations?
对不起，范宁医生。 I'm sorry, Doctor Fanning.
但是董事会的决定是一致的。 But the Board's decision is unanimous.
我会亲自和菲利普谈。 I'll speak to Philip personally.
我们感到非常抱歉。 We're very sorry.
谢谢。 Thank you.
菲利普，新学期周一， Philip, new semester Monday,
我知道你已经计划好要继续上课了。 and I know you'd had plans to resume your class load.
但现在不可能了。 But that's not possible now.
行政委员会要求你辞职 The administration board wants you to step aside
在你的病人的这个问题被彻底调查之前辞职。 until this issue with your patient is fully investigated.
你明白我在说什么吗？ Do you understand what I'm saying?
我收到奥林匹亚的传票。 I've received a summons from Olympia.
这恐怕会吊销你的行医执照 This is threatening to revoke your license
等待在州议会出庭。 pending an appearance before the State Board.
你认为詹姆斯是幕后黑手吗？ Do you think that James is behind this?
我不在乎。 I don't care.
我不知道， 我不在乎。 I don't know, I don't care.
你需要行动起来。 You need to do something.
去找证据，菲利普。 Find some proof, Philip.
你必须捍卫自己。 You have to defend yourself.
走吧。 Jump in.
去哪？ James: Where to?
斐济？ Fiji?
里约？ Rio?
罗马？ Rome?
除了这里以外的任何地方。 Anywhere but here.
你冷吗？ You cold?
有点。 A little.
绅士风度？ A gentleman?
啤酒？ Beer?
好的。 Yeah.
稍等。 Give me one sec.
露西？ Lucy?
露西！ Lucy!
该死！ Shit!
露西！ Lucy!
嘿，嘿！ Hey, hey!
露西！ Lucy!
离我远点！ Get away from me!
你怎么了？ What's gotten into you?
你干什么，他们的间谍？ What are you, spying for them?
该死的细探？ You fucking informant?
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
你骗了我！ You lied to me!
你疯了。 You're crazy.
不，我没疯！ No, I'm not crazy!
你告诉我不熟悉我继母！ You told me you didn't know my stepmother!
我就是不熟悉你继母！ I don't know your stepmother!
那他妈的她给你打电话？ Then why the fuck is she calling you?
我告诉你，好吗？ I'll tell you, alright?
我们在城里撞见了。 We bumped into each other in town.
我们打了招呼。 We said hello.
我问她是否认识好的地产经纪来评估我姐姐的房子。 I asked her if she knew a good appraiser for my sister's house.
好吗？她说她就是。 All right? She said she did.
她说她稍后会给我打电话。 She said she'd call me later with his number.
我想说，她正在这么做。 And I mean, that's exactly what she did.
她就这么做了， 就这样。 That's all she did, that's it.
拿去吧。 Take it.
听留言。 Listen to the message.
老实说，如果你不相信我。 Honestly, if you don't believe me.
继续。 Go on.
拿着。 Take it.
我说拿着。 I said take it.
回家，收拾行李。 我一会儿来接你。 Go home, pack your bags. I'll pick you up later.
我们今晚就离开。 We're leaving tonight.
谢谢。 Thank you.
我，嗯，我有话想对你说。 I um, I've got something that I wanted to say to you.
这么多年，我非常努力地工作， For many years, I very carefully worked through the stages,
处理…… processing...
埃文的死和…… Evan's death and...
我以为我工作做得很出色。 I thought I'd done a pretty good job of it.
但事与愿违。 But I hadn't.
我所做的是研究应对机制。 What I had done was develop a coping mechanism.
然后…… And...
那是，呃，责怪于你。 that was to, um, to blame you.
无缘无故，我只是想 For no reason other than, I think I just wanted
其它人也都像我一样空虚破碎。 everybody else to be as empty and broken inside as I was.
你当然不能承受，因为你给了他生命， You sure didn't deserve it, because you gave him life,
你那么爱他， 你照顾着他。 and you loved him, and you took care of him.
而他比任何人都更爱你。 And he loved you more than anybody else.
这当然不是你的错。 And it certainly wasn't your fault.
我什么也做不了，我只能祈求你能原谅我。 There's nothing I could do but pray that you forgive me.
菲利普，今天发生了一些事情。 Philip something happened today.
都过去了。 It's okay.
不，没有。 No, it's not.
我必须要告诉你。 I have to tell you.
你不用告诉我。 You don't have to tell me.
不。听我说，菲利普。 No. Listen to me. Philip.
请听我说。 Please.
我不想你说出来。 I don't want you to have to say it.
都过去了。 It's okay.
那不是你的错。 It's not your fault.
我放手你坐在车里， 放任你驱车到他的房子。 I put you in that car, I drove you to his house.
我把你推到他的臂弯里。 I put you in his arms.
我让你孤独了那么多年， I left you all alone for all those years,
都是我的责任，是我的错。 and it's my responsibility and it's my fault.
菲利普，真的对不起。 Philip, I'm sorry.
嗨，我是詹姆斯·弗拉格。 请留言。 Hi, this is James Flagg. Please leave a message.
嘿，詹姆斯。 Um, hey James.
我已经准备好了，你呢。 Uh, I'm ready when you are.
嗯唔……所以，等你来的时候我们再见。 Uh... Yeah, so just, I'll see you when you get here.
嗨，我是詹姆斯·弗拉格。 请留言。 Hi, this is James Flagg. Please leave a message.
嗨，我是詹姆斯·弗拉格。 Hi, this is James Flagg.
...message.
嗨，我是詹姆斯·弗拉格。 Hi, this is James Flagg.
...message.
嗨，我是詹姆斯·弗拉格。 Hi, this is James Flagg.
...message.
嗨。 Hi.
嘿。 Hey.
想要咖啡吗？ Want some coffee?
谢谢。好的。 - Thank you. - Okay.
你知道吗，我电话打啊打，你怎么就不回话了呢。 You know, I call and I call, and you just don't answer anymore.
你为什么这样对我？ Why are you doing this to me?
该死。 Shit.
你逗我玩吗。 You gotta be kidding me.
有麻烦？ Trouble?
是啊。 Yeah.
我可以看看。 I could take a look.
哦，不了，是。。。 Oh, no it's...
好吧。 It's okay.
听着，我……我明白如果你想让我继续走， Look, I... I understand if you want me to keep walking,
很好。 it's fine.
老实说。 Honest.
那就看一下吧。 Have a look.
好的。 Okay.
稍等。 好的。 - One sec. - Sure.
嗨，3A？ Hi, Triple A?
是啊，我就是拐角…… Yeah. I'm just on the corner of...
他们说45分钟到1小时。 They're saying 45 minutes to an hour.
非常感谢。 Thank you so much.
那……等的期间我可以带你去个地方吗？或者 Can I... can I take you somewhere in the meantime, or?
噢，不了……不 - No, I'm... - No?
我可以的。 I'm good.
好的。 Okay.
我只是，呃，希望在药房关门前赶到。 I was just, uh, hoping to get to the pharmacy before it closes.
你知道，给露西开的处方，但是…… You know, pick up a prescription for Lucy, but...
走，跟我走。 Let's... let's go.
我只是停在那里。 I'm just literally parked there.
噢。 Oh.
我会让你在两秒钟内回来。 I'll have you there and back in two seconds.
你的车会没事的。 Your car will be fine.
呃，我不…… 我不咬人。 Um, I don't... I don't bite.
呃…… Uh...
随便你啦。 It's up to you.
好吧。 Okay.
好的。 Okay.
可以了？ Yeah?
一定要快。 Just real quick.
当然，好的，好的，好的。 Sure, yeah, yeah, yeah.
稍等。 Okay. Hold on.
谢谢。 Thank you.
老实说，真没关系。 It's okay, honestly.
对不起，它坏了。 I'm sorry, it's broken.
恩……噢。 Um... Oh.
我们不会走太远，所以…… We're not going very far, so...
噢，在这转。向右。 Oh, you turn here. Make a right.
这啊，我们认为该回到刚才那里的。 This um, we were supposed to turn back there.
你想让我接听吗？ Do you want me to answer it?
嘿。 Hey.
嘿，我。 Hey. It's me.
我想知道你要不要吃点东西 I'm wondering if you wanted to grab a bite
今晚去看电影。 and see a movie tonight.
嗯，嗯。 Mm-hmm.
格雷斯，你没事吧？ Grace, you okay?
格雷斯？ Grace?
嘿，你在哪儿？ Hey, where are you?
哦，天哪。 Oh god.
格蕾丝，你在哪？ Grace, where are you?
请停车。 Stop the car, please.
我说了，立刻停车！ I said stop the car!
我不能…… I don't...
格雷斯？ Grace?
我说停车， 我要出去！ I said stop the car, I want to get out!
格蕾丝！ Grace!
格蕾丝，呆着 你在哪里。 Grace, stay where you are.
格雷丝，能听见我说吗？ Grace, can you hear me?
格蕾丝！ Grace!
格蕾丝！格蕾丝！ Grace! Grace!
快说话。 Say something.
嘿，医生。 Hey, Doc.
你从未感受过最深的伤害。 The deepest hurt you've ever felt.
温莎路。 Windsor Road.
醒醒醒醒，我们到了。 Wakey-wakey, here we are.
温莎路。 Windsor Road.
不！ No!
不！不！ No! No!
对不起，对不起！ 拜托，拜托！ I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Please, please!
嘿！ Hey!
你他她到底在干什么， 放手！ What the hell are you doing, get off!
放开他！ Get off him!
你好，瓦妮莎？ Hello, Vanessa?
我和格蕾丝谈过了。 I spoke to Grace.
她告诉了我发生的事。 She told me what happened.
老天，菲利普。 My god, Philip.
我知道。没事了。 现在结束了。 I know. It's okay. It's over with now.
你得报警。 一定有目击者。 You have to call the police. There must be witnesses.
格雷丝描述了发生的事情。 Grace's account of what happened.
我已经打过了。 I've already called them.
他们说她是自愿上的他的车。 They say that she got into his car voluntarily.
他们只能指控他危险驾驶。 All they can charge him with is reckless endangerment.
我不认为他们会为这去组织搜捕。 I don't think they're going to mount a man hunt for that.
关于这个人你警告露西了吗？ Have you warned Lucy about him?
明早我跟她谈。 We'll talk to her tomorrow morning.
她一整天把自己锁在房间里。 She's been locked in her room all day.
确定警察有足够理由抓捕他， Surely the police have grounds to arrest him,
至少下达个限制令。 or at least get a restraining order.
他们没找到他，瓦妮莎。 They can't find him, Vanessa.
他们搜查了达芙妮的房子，他已经走了。 They've checked Daphne's house, he's gone.
他走了。 He's gone.
露西？ Lucy?
你还好吗？ You okay?
我会好的。 I'll be fine. Okay.
听着，我需要和你谈谈。 Look. I need to talk to you about something.
你还记得那个来家里吃晚饭的人吗，詹姆斯·弗拉格？ Do you remember that man that came to dinner, James Flagg?
他有精神病，非常危险。 He's a very sick and dangerous man.
所以如果你见到…… So if you see...
我为什么会见到他，格雷斯？ Why would I see him, Grace?
我是说，这是两个不同的世界。 I mean, it's two different worlds.
不知道为什么我们经过的道路会产生交叉。 I don't know why our paths would cross.
我都不知道你为什么要跟我说这个。 I don't even know why you're asking me this.
那只是…… It's just...
你到底怎么了，露西？ What's going on with you, Lucy?
你没事吧？ Is everything okay with you?
没事。 Yeah.
露西，你知道我是为你好。 Lucy, you know I'm here for you.
你知道的，你可以什么都跟我说。 You can talk to me about anything, you know that.
我现在不想说。 I don't want to talk right now.
嘿。 Hey.
我，不……求你，别管我。 I, no... Please, just go.
嘿，露西？ Hey, Lucy?
What the...
你有完没完？ What is wrong with you?
你一直锁着门。 Your door is locked.
对？ Yeah?
那么，你不应该锁上你的门 Well, you're not supposed to lock your door
即使你不想跟我谈，好吗？ if you're not going to answer me, all right?
我愿意锁门。 I can lock my door.
可是我不知道你呆在里面好不好…… Well I don't know if you're okay in there...
我非常好！ I'm okay!
你不要再说了。 You don't say anything.
我不知道你是否没事。 I don't know if you're okay.
我好得很。 I am fine.
发生了很多事，我想和你谈谈。 There's a lot going on. I wanted to talk to you for a minute.
詹姆斯·弗拉格极度危险，而且…… James Flagg is extremely dangerous, and...
我没心情跟你谈这些！ No, I'm not in the mood to be analyzed by you!
我不是他妈的病人，好吗？ I'm not a fucking patient, okay?
嘿，嘿，嘿！我想进来和你谈谈。 Hey, hey, hey! I want to come in and talk to you.
可是，我不想跟你说话！ Well, I don't want to talk to you!
但是我…… Well I...
我听见自己在和她说话 I hear myself talking to her
我就是受不了自己的声音。 and I just can't stand the sound of my own voice.
我只是没办法帮她，感觉我让她很失望。 I just can't help but feel like I let her down.
她会回到你身边的。 She will come back to you.
爱一个人并不足够。 It's not enough to love somebody.
你还要让他们感受到你的爱。 You have to let them feel that you love them.
喂？ Hello?
菲利普。 Philip.
我是赫里蒂奇中心那边的迈克尔·托夫。 It's Michael Toff over at Heritage Point.
我要和你谈谈关于……呃，詹姆斯·弗拉格？ I need to talk to you about uh, James Flagg?
好的。 Okay.
他出现在医院。 He turned up here at the hospital.
他承认了？ He's admitted himself?
昨晚。 Last night.
他说他脑袋里一直有声音在回响， He said voices in his head had returned,
他开着他的车做了一件可怕的事情？ that he'd done a crazy thing with his car?
他一直咕哝着关于波特兰的公园。 He kept mumbling about the park in Portland.
噢，恩，他变得非常焦虑 Oh, and uh, he's become very agitated
在一想到你见不着他的时候。 at the thought that you won't see him.
好吗。 Okay.
事情就是这样。 But here's the deal.
他说他只和你谈。 The only person he says he'll talk to is you.
噢。 Oh.
不。别。 No, no.
别。 No.
他不授权释放他的档案， He won't authorize release of his records,
不让我们抽血，以及任何的医疗概况。 won't let us draw blood, get any sort of medical profile.
考虑到出于职业的吸引力 Consider this a professional appeal
从一个临床医生到另一个临床医生。 from one clinician to another.
上帝啊。 Jesus Christ.
他想和我谈。 He wants to talk to me.
这可能是个误会。 This might be a mistake.
这些都是你的条件。 This is all on your terms.
你和他完成的那一刻， The moment you're finished with him,
面谈结束。 the interview's concluded.
谢谢。 Thank you.
下午好， 克拉克医生。 Good afternoon, Doctor Clark.
詹姆斯，告诉我为什么我在这里。 James, tell me why I'm here.
我要说声抱歉。 I need to say I'm sorry.
我要坦白。 I need to confess.
我又不是祖父。 I'm not a priest.
听我说。 Just listen to me.
好吧？ Okay?
只要……只要听说，那就是你要做的。 Just... just listen, that's all you have to do.
好吧。 Okay.
你曾经见过他吗？ Did you ever meet him?
那个男友。 The boyfriend.
达芙妮和她的男友。 Daphne and her boyfriend.
我想他的名字叫埃里克。 I think his name was Eric.
是的。 Yeah.
告诉我为什么我在这里。 Tell me why I'm here.
我没有在写小说。 I have no novel I'm writing.
不只是现在。 Not now.
恩…… Um...
我保守的秘密，他们是你的。 The secrets that I used, they were yours.
它们全都是你的。 They were all yours.
我从达芙妮那里得到的秘密。 Secrets I got from Daphne.
从达芙妮那。 From Daphne.
从她开始写自己的那本书里， From the book she was starting about herself,
还有关于你。 and about you.
你曾经告诉她的， Everything you ever told her,
所有关于你生活中的琐事。 every little thing about your life.
她全都写下来了。 She wrote it all down.
然后我读了。 And I read it.
你的妻子。 About your wife.
你女儿。 Your daughter.
每件小事。 Every little thing.
所有的隐私。 Every intimate detail.
我的天。 Jesus Christ.
然后我敲开了你家的门。 And then I knocked on your door.
为什么你要敲开我的家门？ Why did you knock on my door?
我告诉你为什么。 I told you why.
你什么都没告诉我。 You haven't told me anything.
是，是诅咒。 There's, there's a curse.
我们被诅咒了，我们所有人。 There's a curse on us, all of us.
达芙立妮身上，我妈妈，还有我爸爸。 On Daphne, on my mom, on my dad.
我才不在乎。 I don't care.
你从我这想得到什么？ What do you want from me?
抱歉，好吧？ I'm sorry, all right?
我感到抱歉，非常抱歉。 I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.
你病得很重。 You're very sick.
菲利普。 Philip.
真抱歉啊。 I'm so sorry.
这太荒谬了。 This absurd.
我们结束了。 一切都结束了。 We're done. This is done.
好的。就这样。 Okay. That's it.
不，不，不，不，还有更多。 还有更多。 No, no, no, no, there's more. There's more.
再也没有了。 There's no more.
所有不来的病人，好吗？ All the patients that stopped coming, okay?
所有我写给你老板的信， All the letters I wrote to your boss,
写给州议会的信，请原谅。 to the State Board, please forgive me, please.
拜托，我还没说完。 Please, I'm not finished.
有一件事。一件另人惊愕的事。 There's one more thing, there's one amazing thing.
带他回去，去他自己的房间。 Get him back to his room now.
格蕾丝，我还能闻到她的味道。 Grace, I still smell her.
格蕾丝。 Grace.
我仍然能闻到她。 I still smell her.
喂？ Hello?
我想我感觉好多了。 I think I'm feeling better.
除了这些声音 我一直在听。 Except for all these sounds I keep hearing.
听我说。 Listen to me.
听着，你这狗娘养的。 Listen, you son of a bitch.
别再打电话来了。 一切都结束了。 Don't you call here again. This is over.
Click, click, click, click.
老天。 Jesus Christ.
告诉我click是什么， Just tell me what the click, click, click, click is.
拜托。 Please.
我只是想跟你分享一些信息 I just wanted to share some information with you
那是托斯医生转发给我的。 that was relayed to me by Doctor Toth.
All right.
昨晚，因为詹姆斯威胁过你 Since James threatened you last night,
他们没收了他的电话，并且把他隔离了。 they have confiscated his phone and isolated him.
但他继续提起波特兰， But he continues to bring up Portland,
黎明时分，他在城市的头上出现了幻觉。 some vision in his head of the city at dawn.
他说你会理解的。 He said you'd understand.
我告诉过你那对我来说毫无意义。 I told you that means absolutely nothing to me.
瓦妮莎，请告诉托斯医生我们家 And Vanessa, please tell Doctor Toth that our family's been
经历了很多，我们现在需要一些隐私。 through a lot and we'd like our privacy now.
我明白。 I understand.
我很抱歉，菲利普。 I'm so sorry, Philip.
就这样吧。就这样。 It's all right. It's all right.
你非常棒，谢谢。 You've been wonderful, thank you.
吃的东西在烘箱里。 So the food is in the oven.
吃的时候记着加热，知道吗？ All you have to do is heat it up, okay?
你确定不想跟我一起？ Are you sure you don't want to come with us?
我很好，格雷丝。 I'll be fine, Grace.
单间清理好了，慢用。 Cell is clean, open up, please.
这地方真美，有海景。 It's a beautiful place with a view of the ocean.
哦，听起来不错。 Oh, it sounds lovely.
在深湾。 In Deep Cove.
我能闻到你的…… 名牌苏打味。 I can smell your... your famous soda.
亨德森薄荷。 你介意吗？ Hence the mint. Do you mind?
当然不。 Of course not.
我已经和董事会谈过了。 So I've spoken to the Board.
是吗。 Yes.
我们可以把这些统统甩到脑后。 We can put this behind us now.
菲利普，你应该找回你的生活，这很值得。 You deserve to have your life back, Philip.
之前我忘记了…… Before I forget...
非常感谢。 Thank you so much.
我答应你的。 As promised.
就是那个，嗯？ That's the right one, eh?
是 啊。 Yeah.
就在那里。 There it is.
是什么？ What is it?
那本书。 The book.
《影射》 'Shadow Cast'.
红酒，嗯。 That red wine, mmm.
真的？ Honestly.
先别激动。 Please control yourself.
你知道斯图尔特是怎么弄到这个的吗？ Do you know what Stuart went through to get a hold of this?
姆姆姆…… Mmmhmm.
你找到它真是太神奇了。 It's amazing you found it.
哦，不。 Oh, no.
这不是，呃…… This isn't, uh...
菲利普？ Philip?
这是怎么一回事？ What is it?
哦，快点，接电话。 看在上帝的份上。 Oh, come on, answer for Christ's sake.
托斯，听着。 我是菲利普·克拉克。 Toth, listen. It's Philip Clark.
詹姆斯·弗拉格极度危险， 你得赶紧把他关起来。 James Flagg is very dangerous and you need to lock him down.
他说的波特兰，那是他在嘲弄我们。 When he was saying Portland, he was taunting us.
我刚接到伦敦打来的电话。 有个叫詹姆斯·弗拉格的人 I just got a call from London that they have a James Flagg
他供述了…… who's already been admitted for...
托斯，听我说。 Toth, listen to me.
他不是她弟弟。 He is not her brother.
他就是她的男友。 He is her boyfriend.
他的名字不是詹姆斯·弗拉格。 他是埃里克·道尔顿。 His name isn't James Flagg. He's Eric Dalton.
你明白吗？ 是她的男朋友。 Do you understand? It's her boyfriend.
对不起，我只是…… 我不…… I'm sorry, I just... I don't...
听我说。 Listen to me.
他不是英国人，也不是作家。 He's not British, he's not a writer.
他就是个变态的精神病。 He's psychotic.
他是她的男朋友。 He's her boyfriend.
他有暴力和虐待行为。 He's violent and abusive.
在波特兰他可能杀了我病人的朋友。 And in Portland he may have killed my patient's friend.
那个死了的——琼。 She's dead. Joan.
他这样做是为了让她心烦意乱， He did it to make her so distraught
之后让她带他回家。 that she would take him back.
但她没有把他带回去。 But she didn't take him back.
他让它看起来像是自杀， 但这不是自杀。 He made it look like a suicide, but it wasn't a suicide.
他为什么做这些，就像…… Why would he do something like...
因为他就是个精神病。 Because he's clinically insane.
不是自杀。 It wasn't a suicide.
他杀了她。 He killed her.
托斯，听我说！ Toth, listen to me!
把他关起来！ Lock him down!
天哪。 God.
立刻把他关起来！ Lock him down!
哦，天哪。 Oh, Jesus.
怎么啦？ What?
他跑了。 He's... he's gone.
你什么意思，他逃跑了？ What do you mean, he's gone?
他认为是我让达芙妮离开他的， He thinks that I made Daphne leave him,
他要报复我。 and he wants to punish me.
所以他会来找你。 So he came after you.
我从他身边走开了，菲利普。 I walked away from him, Philip.
我离开他了。 I left him.
我落入过她手里。 He had me in his grasp.
如果他想杀我，他本来可以的。 If he wanted to kill me, he could have.
-露西。 -露西。 - Lucy. - Lucy.
快接电话，露西。 直接转语音留言。 Come on, Lucy. Straight to voicemail.
露西，听我说。 Lucy, listen to me.
千万不要出门。 就呆在家里。 Do not go outside. Stay in the house.
锁上每一扇门。 Lock every single door.
我们正在往回赶。 We are on our way home.
911，有什么紧急情况？ Operator: 911, what's your emergency?
我女儿现在很危险。 My daughter is in danger.
喂？女士，能听到我说话吗？ - Hello? - Ma'am, can you hear me?
该死。 Shit.
回电话。 Call them back.
我是。 I am.
詹姆斯。 James.
她不接电话。 She's not picking up.
菲利普！ Philip!
啊，操。 Ugh, fuck.
露西，听我说，收到信息立刻给我回电话！ Grace: Lucy, listen to me, call me as soon as you get this!
不要出去。 锁上每一扇门，露西。 Do not go outside. Lock every single door, Lucy.
-詹姆斯。 -嘿。 - James. - Hey.
我就知道你会来的。 I knew you'd come.
迟到总比不到好。 Better late than never.
去拿你的东西，好吗？ I need you to go get your stuff, okay?
我们准备走。 We're going.
我就两秒钟，我发誓。 去吧 - I'll be two seconds, I swear. - Go, go, go, go, go.
快点，我们得走了。 Come on, we gotta go.
哇哦。 Woah.
我们将。 We will.
什么？ What?
我给你看点东西。 I have something I want to show you.
是什么？ What?
听话。 You heard me.
詹姆斯，你为什么这样说话？ James, why are you talking like that?
这里没有可隐藏的，对吧？ There's no hiding, right?
詹姆斯，詹姆斯。 嘘，嘘。 - James, James. - Shhhh, shhhh.
我现在不想跟你走了。 I don't want to go now.
我…… I'm...
别紧张。 All right.
跟我来。 Just come with me.
不，不…… No, no...
跟我来。 Just come with me.
放开我。 Please stop.
别反抗，露西。 Stop fighting, Lucy.
放手，快停下！ Stop, stop!
露西……好好享受！ Lucy... PLAY NICE!
混蛋！ Fuck!
快走！ Go!
我的天，是他的车！ Grace: Oh my god, that's his car!
露西！ Lucy!
你们现在得听我的！ All you had to do was listen!
露西！ Lucy!
爸爸！！！ Dad!!!
混蛋！ Fuck!
贱人！ Bitch!
就这！ Here he is! Here he is!
来啊，医生！ Come on, Doc!
来啊！ Come on!
反击呀，伙计！ Fight back, man!
嘿，格雷丝。 Hey, Grace.
来啊，医生！ Come on, Doc!
你感觉如何，医生！ You can know how it feels, Doc!
你会知道痛苦的！ 你就会知道什么是痛苦了！！ You're going to know the pain! You're going to know the pain!!
爸爸！ Dad!
看看你让我做了什么，医生。 Look what you made me do, Doc.
看看你让我做了什么，医生。 Look what you made me do.
为了达芙妮。 This is for Daphne.